After 12 days of disregarding this website to spend the best time with you in person, I am back on posting daily. Although it will never quite make up for not seeing you in person everyday, I know how special this has been for us and how close we feel through it.

I have far too much to write about our 12 days together, so I will stagger it over the next few days. For 3 months before visiting I wondered every day what it would be like. How would it be being able to kiss you, hug you, touch you and look into your eyes every time we chatted? How incredible would waking up next to you be, and kissing your forehead before we fell asleep? The truth is that all of that exceeded my expectations…I felt so connected to you physically on so many occasions, even though you always joke about it never being enough. You have made me enjoy physical touch for the first time ever which is truly insane to me. I crave it now and want it all the time.

The time we spent together and mini dates we went on were a massive boost to our relationship. Being able to experience things and smile together is super impactful and allows us to associate places or activities with each other. I will now always think of you when i see mini golf or an ice cream spot, for example. These things all make up our relationship and how special we make each other feel. Thank you for taking us to these places and being willing to do everything.

And lastly for today, thank you for beoing okay relaxing. Thank you for putting in zero effort and laying on me on the couch in your pyjamas. Thank you for shoving your feet in my face and demanding a foot rub. The times where we had nothing to do but enjoy each other’s presence is what was different about this trip and I really, really loved it.

I really do see the rest of my life with you. You are my person, my life and the one constant in my existence that I want to keep at all costs. You have me for as long as you want. I am never letting go.

Ti amo sempre. Senza condizioni.